Heart. Stopping. Is it true?

Lmp was August 25th. On September 20th I started light spotting and thought Aunt Flo was coming a little early (not completely unusual). 3 days of very light spotting, waiting for AF to start. Day for there's nearly nothing? What is going on? Day 5 absolutly nothing! What?!

Ian says "Test"
Me: "Um, what?"
Ian: "Pee on the stick!"
Me: "No way."

Then I went upstairs and....


Now I'm a nervous wreck. Not sure I did the right thing. I'm so nervous, it's almost like I'd rather not know, in case something goes wrong. The prayers and caution have officailly started.